I have to say that this blog is helping me. I'm getting better at letting myself out to others. Sometimes I'll just say what I'm thinking in mid conversation. Or I'll say something that they find unusual. But it's not really unusual, it's just me. For now, I'm just letting myself slip to my friends. But maybe in a long while I'll be able to let a little bit of myself slip to everyone and then they may think of me differently. Time seems to wrap around every aspect of my life. I don't mean the time in a minute or even a day. But more the time of a year, maybe months, or even more years. Those amounts of time grab hold of every goal I have and every aspect that I live for. Everything I want seems so far away from me now and it's time that stands in the way. Perhaps when I'm older, I'll be able to live for the next day or accomplish my goals within the hour. I know this may not make any sense to you and if it doesn't then don't try and understand. If it doesn't, I hope that somehow you will be able to mold the words in this post to fit your life and to relate to yourself. I guess what I'm saying is make of this post whatever you want of it because maybe it will help you sort yourself out too.
Until I'm not sure when, this has been a girl who wishes that she could pass time like an hourglass at 4:44 in the dark.
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